Saturday, June 30, 2007
shoot.
he sent me the pic.
godbless tomorrow.
*speechless and not feeling very well
11:56 PM
`one
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
LSS
...and i swear this is an understatement..hahaha
I'm dressed all in blue
and I'm rememberin you
and the dress you wore,
When you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs
and I'm rememberin where
and when and how and why
You have to go so far
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
I'm dressed all in white
and i remember the night
You came onto me
and opened up my heart
I was hollow then, till you filled me in
Now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around
So come around
No one else can fix me
Although sometimes my heart tricks me
Into thinkin someone else will do
You are the only one, you are the only one
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
Unless you come around, So come around
So come around
So come around
I'm dressed all in blue
and I'm rememberin you
and the dress you wore,
When you broke my heart
- Rhett Miller "Come Around"
..miss you already.. :)
-16
12:29 AM
`one
Monday, June 18, 2007
shotgunner
wla. mejo down time ako because of STUFF. haha:P
tapos nakita k to sa pics ko..
and poof*
i became koko krunch.
haha.
wla lang...
rumeminisce tau perehhhh.♥ old times.. old times.. times... sixteen. haha:P hay...
11:39 PM
`one
i didn't know you can be holding hands and embracing one person and yet still feel that you badly miss him.
now i know for sure.
off-topic..
i'm worried about my 'other' org.
+ i can't seem to adjust to whatever new lifestyle i'm supposed to lead.
11:29 PM
`one
Saturday, June 16, 2007
yesterday♥
i wasn't able to buy school stuff etc. because... :P haha
i would have done it today but everyone's out. tomorrow, there's practice for fat's dance.
ugh. and i'm still not done with polsci notes and journ readings.
*finishing my sched
so there..
+pimples :P haha
10:33 PM
`one
Friday, June 15, 2007
We have
A hundred days
Or so;
But I was hoping
It could be
More--
And I was working
For more,
More.
So I'll fly,
Though I have no wings.
And sleep, it can wait;
How about
Your goodnight,
Kiss..
12:29 AM
`one
Thursday, June 14, 2007
havhavhav
bad3p oh. as in sixteen-an. eto kwento ko sa inyo ha.
nung around november last year (2006) umorder kami ni jo ng havs dun sa isang supplier sa multiply. tapos kc not yet available dito sa phils. ung mga stocks nya so umexcite kami sa orders. add pa na may hype kami noon sa havs.
fast forward.
eh poootek. anong pecha na?!?!? magwa-one year na yun pero hanggang ngayon di pa rin nasship out samin yung orders. f***. buti kung hundreds lang pero thousands din yung money namin at bullshit ehh. havs un. haha. wla lng. ano kami na-dupe?? argh.
wla bad3p talaga ako na antagal tagal na nun. tapos dhl dun nwalan nako gana magsuot ng havs kasi naaalala ko yun. wla lang. seryoso may ganun shang effect sakin. haha. poootek. pooootek.
ayun. nimessage ko sha sa multiply na where's our havs na. 16 sha eh. leche.
haha.
tapos un. baka bukas bumili ako bago havs. tapos suot ko na cla ulit. it's time to move on? haha. ewaaan.
fucker yung supplier. fuckerrrr. sarap magdemanda.
11:55 PM
`one
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
humapi birthday
super walkathon + gift shopping + sheen humaircut + hapi birthday tita:) + nathan yeahhboyy + uminlove kay hansel♥ = 1 special day:)
pics.
W for the evil witch. haha:P karakarapatan dude. karakarapatan.
"oloooooohoollll" "kohhhhhll...kohhhll.."
parang si nanette..
wala fneel lang namin ang legs. palag?
pagod
mejo umitim c sheen dahil sa kakalakad. pero mejo lang naman diba? haha. oloool.
ohhh easyyy sa pagnanasa anjelin
fumavorite:)
ohh kunyare nahiya na..
LAMNA.
ready kana...:P
ohh walang iiyak...
fumakyut
emoboy.
sabi nang special ka ehh
yieee:P haha. baguio beans
mga kapatid ko po. wahaha
puppy behave. behave sabe eh.
mana sa kuya.
p.s.
tmishirt ako haaaa.:P haha. wala laaaaaaaaang.
11:50 PM
`one
Monday, June 11, 2007
pramis
i love you fuckerrrr. haha:P
joke:)
oi. cge promise di natin to aaraw-arawin (relakss mga berde jan), ano na lang..uhm... weekly?
haha. joke lang love.♥♥
"we become divine after every pain."--->poooooch. holyng holy na tau kung ganun. wahahaha
3:06 AM
`one
nice..
(excerpt)
glenn: hahaha
glenn: alam ko ngingiti ka den
angelinmendoza: feel mo!
glenn: wa
glenn: hahaha
glenn: relakss okei
angelinmendoza: kung anjan lang ako ngaun. grrrrrrr
angelinmendoza: battle realms
glenn: awts masket
glenn: hahaha
glenn: husay naman ni master
angelinmendoza: husay ka jan
glenn: nakakatuwa
angelinmendoza: kala mo
glenn: hahaha
angelinmendoza: husay talaga
angelinmendoza: matatalo ka
angelinmendoza: bwiset
glenn: hahaha
glenn: sorry sa pangaasar
glenn: peace master
glenn: nyt
angelinmendoza: tsk tsk
angelinmendoza: sana d ka makatulog
glenn: aw
glenn: sorry na talaga
haha. pootek. sori nadamay ka pa glenn. grrr...
at salamat sa pagkausap kahit alam mong badtrip ako at yun pa stat message ko. salamat sa effort. tssss. yung ibang tao na ineexpect kong ganun..oh well.... expect na lang ako forever..
12:31 AM
`one
Saturday, June 9, 2007
update lang..
wala naman. pooch. mejo d makatulog at nagdedebate kng magtetext o ndi.
so un. nagtext naman ako. haha. nung may nagtext ng quote at nforward ko.
hmm. pero sha mukang wala balak magtext. o ayusin to. ohwell. galing mo talaga.
waiting daw sha eh. waiting.
ako.. sa totoo lang nawawalan na ng emotions. hmm. d pala un maganda.. na.. hintaying magcool down or what..
kasi parang.. so what na lang eh. kung asar pa ko ngaun cguro gustong gusto ko pa sya kulitin para ayusin to. pero.. hindi na eh.
hay.. apathy..apathy..
itetext ko na sana sha for the last time pero umol muna ako. tas kamusta naman c val. haha:P
bigla tuloy ako napaisip eh. argh.
hay..
ohwell...............
what a wonderful world.
3:45 PM
`one
wow. i cried for the first time.
haha.
at ampooooh. nakakatawa pa eh. yung part sa conve. basta. tangina. tanginaa.
hoy gago matagal nako di umiiyak. haha. fyi. ang galing mo. pero pootek. hindi ko kasi maramdaman eh. hindi ko maramdaman. gusto ko lang maniwala. kasi lagi ko yun iniisip.. na hindi gago mga tao.. ok yan..okay. pero naman. haha. baka ako na ginagago eh..
ugh. nakakatawa din ako umiyak. haha. siguro d nako sanay. or whaaat. kasi pucha 1 tear lang. as in. haha. ang koohhhhl kohhhl.
tangina umayos ka.
haha. wow. correction pala. at umiiyak nako talaga. damn me. shit me. lahat na. putek. lahat na my fault.
1:33 AM
`one
taken--
nakakaasar kapag nisset aside. rarr. sobrang nakakaasar.
kasi pag ganun..sna d ka na pnick up in the first place. haha. fuck. pick up.
whatever.
12:06 AM
`one
Friday, June 8, 2007
kwento
ayun.
nung.. basta.. di ko maalala kung kelan. hahaha. bahala na kayo.
anywaaay..ayun. nung day na yun nagcards kami. eh di ako talaga naglalaro ng cars ehh. pero ayun. naglaro kami ha. uhm.. speed chaka.. ano nga yung first? waa. can't remember.
tas..
eh fuck. badtrip ako nung time na yun. so mejo sayang time. wala. napapansin ko yun eh. parang sayang time pag badtrip eh. kasi di ko sha kakausapin mashado. para di sha mahassle. tapos sha naman matutulog or something. . .
ayun. tapos umalis ako agad. first time ata. na.. hindi nya ko hinatid sa shed or wherever. pero ayun. ako naman nagsabi nun ata. tapos yun.. inisip ko kung mmeet ko nga si gago. pero un. haha. gulowww.
tapos.. nawala daw car keys ni mark. pinuntahan ko nga sila eh kaso too late too baaaaad.
taposssss...............................
ayun. wala na ko maalala:P wahahahaha
kayo naman magkwento. game.
ayy. wala pala ata ako pinagsabihan nitong blog.
wooooooooo. kamon.
10:01 PM
`one
i♥rocknroll
haha. depressed. tsss...
ang kohhhl kohhl talaga ng quizzes.. kohhhlll....
| Your Daddy Is Arnold Schwarzenegger |
What You Call Him: Big Daddy
Why You Love Him: He takes you to Disneyland |
| Your Lucky Underwear Is Red |
You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself.
You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed.
When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world.
So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you! |
| You're a Depressed Drunk |
You know that distinct taste of tears and vodka real well. |
9:40 PM
`one
fucker
olol si papa. ginulat ako kanina ng...bastaaaa.. argh. olol. sabe nang ayoko ng gnugulat ako ehh. fota. alam mo yun. yung.. "poootangeenaaa.." gulat. gago..
oh. haha. easyyy lang. magsawa ka sa bad words.
p.s.
antagal umonline nung isa jan.
9:31 PM
`one
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
falling with raindrops
“Never say that someone completes you. We have to feel whole even when we are by ourselves, for needing a certain someone is not love but dependency. Wanting a person to become a part of our life is the best reason for having them and you can only want them when you know you have enough. So search not for the person who will complete you. But for the person who will complement your completeness.”
forwarded message yan.
wala.. dami ko naisip..
like.. dependency..
kaya malamang na hindi ko talaga matake yung..uhm.. some people before.. kasi parang pakiramdam ko nagdedepend lang sila eh. nagffeed on you. hindi naman dahil ayaw ko nun dahil selfish and all.. pero kasi.. hindi tama na i-live natin ang buhay ng iba--at ipa-live natin ang buhay natin sa iba. hmm..
orayt?
hehehehe:P
coohhl. coooohhl.
11:12 PM
`one
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
FTR
ok na kami. no. scrap that. super ok na kami♥♥♥
and i just realized something.
he really is SOMETHING else. grabe. grabe. haha:) wala lang. bumibilib ako over here. parang... ndi sha.. ndi sha.. kaorg and all pero.. he learns.. i mean.. basta. haha. hirap eh. relakss na lang muna kasi antok na ko actually. pilit na pilit na lang ako as usual kasi gusto ko sya makausap.
'pag gusto gagawin. magagawa.'
wahahaha.:P
hay..
i love you sheen patrick gonzales♥
postscript:
magkikita na kami mamaya. weeeeeee.
1:02 AM
`one
Monday, June 4, 2007
ok. so hindi na daw nya kaya/kinakaya/whateverfuckingshit.hahaoh well. ako kasi kinakaya ko despite everything and everyone.hay ang bullshit.when i'm mad or irritated so you're supposed to just stay away? labo..parang.. parang.. i remember.. when things didn't go well i fixed it. i didn't. just. let. it. be.anywaaaaaaay.tignan n'yo na lang to para matawa kayo. kasi ako hindi.
10:55 PM
`one
alam na
haynako. gets ko na. naman. hahahaha. alam nyo ba three times ko pala natake yung isang tablet thinking it was three different medicines. wahahahaha. lupiiiit.
anyway. so aun. kanina ang gago ko. tapos aun. ngaun. masakit na ulo ko. sobra.
ay tapos andami post no. weee.
lupiiiiiiit.
9:20 PM
`one
quizquizan
haha. wala. sorry naaaaaaa. wag nyo na lang basahin kung matino kayo. haha. alam ko naman mga gusto nyo quiz 'which disney princess are you?' weeeee. 16. haha. tss
| You Are Somewhat Machiavellian |
You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to! |
weeeeeeeeeee. ewan ko sayo. hahaha
| Your Gluttony Quotient: 94% |
Wow, you really can pack in the food. In fact, your gluttony is quite impressive.
Now go treat yourself to a snack. You probably worked up an appetite taking this quiz. |
wag mashado maimpress. relakss lang.
| You Are Thong Panties |
Woman, you are one hell of a ride!
You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times.
Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away.
You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! |
yun lang. yun lang. easy sa imagination baka masira ang kama.. hahahaha:P
| You Would Be a Pet Fish |
Relaxed and laid back, you prefer to sit back and observe what's going on around you.
You are secretly very wise and intelligent, but few people take the time to learn about you.
You don't mind if the world doesn't understand you. You're having enough fun trying to understand the world.
Why you would make a great pet: You're peaceful and nice to be around, but not very demanding
Why you would make a bad pet: Let's face it... the only person you're truly interesting to is yourself
What you would love about being a fish: Swimming around aimlessly without a care in the world
What you would hate about being a fish: Being used as bait or food for bigger fish |
16. wahaha
8:07 PM
`one
wala naman magawa. nakakaolol. haha. whutwhutwhutever.
wala. kakaiba ito.. yung..yung.. ganito. haha. ewan. usually magppick up lang ako ng good read or write something sensible. but no. no no. nonsensical na nga ata ako these days. haha. whutwhutwhut.
kaya nga cguro may blog na namang ganito at dmdead ang pgpublish sa 'mas may sense' na blog. haha. whuuut.
kkwento na lang ako. kung ayaw nyo eh bat ka pa nagbabasa. lul
hahaa. shit
anywaaaay. yung kwento ko.. ayun. nkakamiss ang mga org. as innnn. pag loaded ako sa activities siguro dun ko lang naffeel worth ko eh. well.. dapat lang naman. san mo makikita worth mo if you'll just lie in bed and fuck yourself. haha. and for one, posible ba yun? wahaha. BUT NO.
edi yun. ayun. miss ko lang mga org. haha. kahit mejo in hiding ako sa iba this summer. hay..
pero classes here they comeee.. mamiss ko pa kaya yang mga yan? haha. oh well...
poootek ehh para akong gagoww ditooo.. hahaha. sori wala magawa at err.. ewan.
shit gusto ko dmrums.. *tap *tap *tap *dumdum *tap *tap.. haha. oohhh eassyyy lang.. wag ka umimagine.
arr. hahaha. ewan ko.
...................
wag seryosohin. huwaaaag poooo.
7:44 PM
`one
Excerpt
inbu010: ok lang... at least napatunayan ko na peke ang grade
angelinmendoza: tama!
inbu010: kaya nga pag nagtagumpay tayo
inbu010: papapasukin natin ang mga magsasaka at manggagawa sa mga unibersidad
angelinmendoza: yun ang tama yun lang
angelinmendoza: hehe
angelinmendoza: sana makapsok din ako sa
angelinmendoza: 'saka'-han
angelinmendoza: kung tama ang term
angelinmendoza: hahaha
angelinmendoza: wla lng
inbu010: hindi dapat tayo mga palamon
inbu010: atsaka alam mo masaya?
inbu010: libre ice cream!!! wahahahaha
inbu010: yun nga lang kelangan mo pumila ng kehaba haba
angelinmendoza: bakit ice cream ang libre?
inbu010: lahat actually libre...
inbu010: welll not really kasi kelangan mo magtrabaho...
inbu010: anyway libre food!
inbu010: sa cuba ganun e
angelinmendoza: ah oo
angelinmendoza: i get it
angelinmendoza: weeeeee
angelinmendoza: hehehehe
(pass..)
inbu010: dibale... minimal lang naman ang palo e
angelinmendoza: hahaha exeggg ka.
inbu010: parang kinagat ka lang ng langgam
angelinmendoza: dba sbe m
angelinmendoza: 35 ba
angelinmendoza: hahaha
angelinmendoza: o 50
angelinmendoza: teka limot k
angelinmendoza: wahahahaha
inbu010: ay sinabi ko na ba? secret! hahaha
inbu010: basta kaunti lang!
angelinmendoza: cnbe m skn eh
angelinmendoza: hahaha
inbu010: yakang yaka mo yun!
angelinmendoza: swerte mo malilimutin ako
inbu010: yakang yaka mo yun!
inbu010: siya siya alis na ko
inbu010: i will look forward to you calling me master...
inbu010: and me calling you sis!
inbu010: bye!
angelinmendoza: gagoww
angelinmendoza: master
angelinmendoza: haha
angelinmendoza: cge
angelinmendoza: bye
hindi pala palamon ah. hehe. pero hayok sa ice cream:P hahaha. miss ko na kayo.... hay.. minsan lang tayo mag-usap ng "masaya" pero.. lagi tayong fulfilled. diba:) at.. walangya. kahit mukang di ko na kakayanin.. (lalo na ngayon kesa dati. wahaha) sasali lang talaga ako dahil para na kitang kuya. alam mo yun. brooo. broo parehhh. broo. haha:P tapos gusto mo maging brod. olol. wahahaha
hay....
6:44 PM
`one
Relaksss ;)
..badtrip ka na nmn ata.. chill lang :)
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
You tell me your blue skies fade to grey
You tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeeeah)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeaaah, yeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day
(Oh, yeah, yeah, yeeeeah)
Had a bad day
(Oh, had a bad day)
Had a bad day...
Had a bad day...
- Daniel Powter "Bad Day"
1:08 AM
`one
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Sweeping
nakakaasar diba. hay promises. grr.
lalala... ayokong magalit.. ang.. ang.. unworthy. hay..
buti na lang there are things to look forward to.
like.. classes, org work.. hay. worthy things.
haha. at nagrarant ako. whatever.
hmm.. eto na lang.
when i was trying to calm myself, i dug up this song from my old cd's♥♥
I never had anything happen so fast
Took one look and I shattered like glass
I guess I let it show
Cause your smile told me you knew
That you're everything I ever wanted at once
There's no holding this heart
When it knows what it wants
And I never wanted anything more than to know you
I was swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
And so it begins
This journey of love
The summer wind carries us to places all our own
The words of a look
The language of touch
The way that you want me means so much
And I never wanted anything more
Than to love you
I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I am swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away, seeing my tomorrow's in your eyes
I was swept away
I hope I wake up soon
I'm a victim of that crazy moon
The very first time you said my name
I knew it would never sound the same
Something about me has changed forever
Can't you see I am swept away
No one in the world but you and I
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I am swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
Away, seeing my tomorrow's in your eyes
Gotta find a way
To make you feel the way that I do
I was swept away
Without a warning
Like night when the morning begins the day
I was swept away
We were swept away
Dreaming of you
Swept away
paulit ulit pero d naman nakakasawa.
unlike some people's attitude. haha. tss
11:15 PM
`one
bihis party
haha. kanina yan nung auti ako at kakagising lang.
iniwi.
excited nako sa bihis partaahhy.
waaaaaaa♥
2:19 AM
`one
Saturday, June 2, 2007
excess
haha. naman:)
nagssulk ako tas..
nagtext sha na tawag ako..
ayun. haha:)
mejo lumow level yung pagkabad3p ko.
haha.
laboo. laboo.
anywaaay, ttwag nako. sana di ako mang-away and all..
8:59 PM
`one
alam nyo yung feeling na..
.......
.................
..
..............................
ajjhflshfzncasd
arr.
8:19 PM
`one
"kung hindi mo na talaga kaya. ayaw mo na tlgang ausin buhay mo. puksain mo na sarili mo at huwag kang pabigat sa mundo! "
wala lang:) nabasa ko sa blog ni robert.. at.. so true. so true..
pero naisip ko lang din.. gusto ko makausap yung kung cno man nakakafeel ng ganun. hmm.
12:56 AM
`one
Friday, June 1, 2007
Smile:)
Ang saya. Uhm. Pero hindi wacky na masaya.. peaceful na..feel good..na..basta yun. (labo). At late ako. huhuu. sorry.
meet nathan, tita(muntik ko na itype mama haha:P)+"unwrapping" haha:)+watchamubi+dinner+and all..
ang galing. for the first time may naggift sakin ng book na never heard ko pero "wowww. maganda to. woww." kala ko di jive ehh.. pero wala. tsk. galing. galing..
looking forward. looking forward♥
10:48 PM
`one
"..I had an angel here on earth that i could call my very own.."
"..ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko..ikaw Lang at wala nang iba.."
"..i promise you i will learn frOm my mistakes.."
"..but i'm alright cause i haVe you here with me.."
"..remember what i said..nothing has to End.."
"..You do something to me that i can´t explain..."
"..yOu've been such a positive influence on my mental frame.."
"..jUst remember till you're home again.."
"..cAn't i stay an hour or two or more..don't let me let you go.."
"..i don't kNow why i can't keep my eyes off you.."
"..where everythinG you need will always stay..a million miles away.."
"..the best one, of thE best ones..."
"..the walls will falL before we do..take my hand now, we'll run forever .."
"..these are the things I think about when i'm alone without you.."
"..it's been hardly a momeNt, and you are already missed.."
"..life goes on but i'm gonE.. 'cause i die, without you.."
..may prize ka pag nahulaan mo from which songs ung lines{count how many ;) }.. gameÜ (bawal magpunta sa letssingit.com ;) haha basta bawal magsearch sa net :D)
always here..
-sheen :)
2:58 AM
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HAPPY ONE! ♥
Thank you for the late night talks--
For the out-of-your-world topics
And change of plans,
Change of life..
Thank you for--
Ugh. I'm speechless.
Haha:)
12:46 AM
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