Monday, March 31, 2008
where are you
i don't know if i miss the old you..
maybe this is who you really are..
we've been together for almost a year..
and,
if it has to end, let's do it now
if we are to stay..
let's make it work
now..
3:21 PM
`one
Monday, March 24, 2008
boy meets girl on the playground of life
i felt sad remembering you say you're unsure of me.
i was hurt hearing you say you know i'm the one because there's no one else around.
it's depressing to think with just a snap you can leave me for another.
i don't feel those. at all.
i never asked for you to please me if it meant lying. if your true feelings will hurt me, i'd rather have that.
if i wanted to be happy, i'd be alone. i wanted to love instead, so i chose being with you..
i still did.♥
9:17 AM
`one
Friday, March 21, 2008
bull's eye
read this from kumiko's entry:
" It was an ordinary school night for probably the rest of the student populace but for one stressed out University of the Philippines student and one out-of-school-i-don’t-know-what-i-want person, the lesson of the day mattered not in the game of love and fear combined.
She asked me, “What do you say about those people who leaves you just to see if you’re going to stop them or go after them?”
I felt a serious pang of iciness rush through my veins to my heart and to my brain. “That’s stupid,” I said.
“If you really love the person you’ll just love her. You wouldn’t even care if she loves you back or if she doesn’t. You wouldn’t need to know if she’d stop you or go after you if you’d go. You just love her because that’s what you do when you’re in love- you love the person, not plot plans like that.” "
*sigh
now i get to thinking it's also my fault for letting you take pride in being chased. but what can i do. i don't want you to go.
9:37 PM
`one
lost and found
"Ang sabi ng iba, ang matapang ay walang takot lumaban,
Ang sabi ko naman,
ANG TUNAY NA MATAPANG AY LUMALABAN KAHIT NATATAKOT!
Lumaban ka kung iminumudmod ang nguso mo sa putik.
Bumalikwas ka kung tinatapak-tapakan ka!
BUONG TAPANG MONG IPAGLABAN ANG IYONG MGA PRINSIPYO,
KAHIT HINDI KA SIGURADO NA AGAD-AGAD KANG MANANALO." -lacaba
i feel sad noticing how time and knowledge is slowly setting us apart. it should not. it should never. but if that day is sure to come i will forever keep the memory of these days in my mind. ily very special friend♥
9:15 PM
`one
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
so long summer♥
weeeeh. kahit di pa tapos exams natin i can already feel the heat! haha:P ehem.
okaaay. pics na lang kahapon.. (sa newsroom)
you make me so fat. haha:P
hmmm....got this from my e-mail:
what makes a guy boyfriend-material?
- He genuinely loves being with you.
- He shows you that he enjoys your company.
- He doesn't mind if the barkada is busy and it's just the two of you.
- He knows all the tricks to make you laugh.
- He is a true friend to you.
- He makes it clear that you are more than just a friend to him.
- He knows when to stop kidding around and when to start making lambing.
- When he drops you off anywhere (WHATEVER TIME IT MAY BE) he NEVER leaves until you are out of his sight (nakapasok na ng bahay) and he is sure you are safe.
- He doesn't complain about long walks going to your classroom to pick you up after your class.
- He is protective of you that he mutters "O EASY LANG SA TINGIN" and pulls you close to him whenever a creepy guy is obviously checking you out.
- He says I LOVE YOU unexpectedly and it just makes you melt
- He is not afraid to be sweet to you even when you are with his friends.
- He holds your hand even when he's talking to another person.
- He puts his hand on your waist or on your lower back when you're in public as if saying "yey, she's mine" haha
- You are not a trophy girlfriend but he is very proud of you.
- He makes you a part of his family, inviting you to family parties :)
- He knows you are worth all the trouble.
- Regardless of how long you've been together, he never fails to walk on the danger side of the road and make you feel protected whenever you cross to the other side.
- He says you are beautiful and he means it.
- He doesn't really enjoy looking at other girls that much anymore. It's you that he thinks is hot. Haha.
- He knows his limits when it comes to going out and stuff.
- He feels lucky to have you.
- He loves your family and he loves it when he's invited to your family celebrations.
- He doesn't forget important dates (birthday, anniv, etc).
- His face lights up whenever he sees you.
- He runs errands with you.
- He encourages you to do what you wanna do.
- His kisses are the BEST.
- He prays with you.
- He does grocery with you.
- He doesn't have a friendster account full of testimonials about his ex and full of unknown girls na in-add siya for God knows what reason.
- He doesn't give lame excuses.
well, i agree. oo kahit sa praying part. haha:) i hope all guys are like this to their girls:)
7:44 AM
`one
