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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Turuan mo ako

Paano

Paano gumising

Sa tanghali

Ang bawat oras

Paanong ganun kadali

Paano humarap

Sa hapag-kainan

Paano punan

Ang ganitong kawalan

Paano maglakad,

Bumaba ng hagdan

Paano lumayo

At may patunguhan

Paano tumawid

Saang direksyon

Paanong pigilan

Bumalik paroon

Paano ba ang pagbasa

Pagsulat, limot na

Paano kung lubos

Na ang kayang maalala

Paano ang pagsambit

Kung walang hangin

Paano tumakbo

Saan ulit ako titigil

Ang pagbilang paano

Hindi ko maalala

Ang mga nagdaang eruplano

Turuan mo sana,

Turuan mo ako,

Paano kung sa gabi

Paano,

Paano mo nakaya

Ang paghimbing

At bukas ay kaya mo rin

Ang muli pang gumising.

11:34 PM
`one

I sat looking

These paper sheets

Petals and bow;

And memories

I have them all

Sans dirt and stain;

I sat looking.

9:38 PM
`one

It started before it began

Felt it before you even touched

When I knew I didn't know

I knew it

When I found you were no one

You were someone

And then it began,

It started wherefore it

Should have began

Should have felt the touch

But I only know

I knew it

When I found you

You were some one

I wish

It just began.

ILY.

7:36 PM
`one

I am here

But--

How deep

My footprints embed

If at all,

How piercing

My cry should call--

How much the pain?

No,

No. It seems that,

I could not scratch

At all.

10:44 PM
`one

it is impossible to ever forget that valentine's day.  it was fun, sad, tiring, happy, agitating, and solemn.  as everything that is about you, that day was special and one of a kind in every sense of the word.

when i look at you now it's as if i don't know you anymore.  when i look at myself, i feel the same.  times have changed us both.  it may be good, but i just hope it made us stronger.

i read about fr. dacanay's speech during the Discovery Camp.  it was after reading it that i felt affirmation for the beliefs i had held onto.  love is rare to see around.  love is not two highschool students holding hands walking at the mall.  it is not two college students dating in a posh restaurant.  it is not two middle-aged couples meeting up for the first time and dating somewhere in makati.  i had known what love is not.  i know that what i feel for you is something greater than those i had in the past.

more often time than people suppose it to be, i question myself and my beliefs.  even as i have thought for the longest time that i would not settle for a 'common' boyfriend-girlfriend relationship, sometimes i still do question it.  but fr.dacanay's speech gave me reassurance that someone out there also thinks the same way.  what he said comforts me now when i am full of questions about our love.  it is true, love is hard to work for and it takes time.  it is extra hard to find love now and keep it because of what we see around.  just like professor miranda said, it is easier to settle for what is the common practice that to break new grounds and subject ourselves to pressure while reaching for something great.

i still believe that you are worth the tears and bruises i incurred and are still nursing now.  in truth, i believe you are worth even more.

i know for sure that i will never stop being in love with you.  if circumstances may separate us, that love will just take a different form.  loving you still, but letting you go if you wish.  i know that i had asked for another chance, but i want you to think about it now if you still feel the same way about me as you did nine months ago.  i want you not only to be happy but more so to grow.  if my love weighs you down, i should accept my place far from you.

i love you sheen. it may hurt to know the truth about how you feel, but we are in this together and i need to consider your side.  i will always be waiting..

10:01 AM
`one